March 2010
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It's Just one of those days....
When everything doesn’t go the way you want it to. When everything is stressing you out and everyone is annoying. It’s just one of those days when you want to throw everything on the ground and call it a fucking night. One of those days when you decide that you’re done with pretending that everything is fine and you want to stop. You stop writing and actualy start thinking about...
February 2010
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Just put maple syrup in my tea to substitute for...
It smells like pancakes now. :)
raises cup to nose - mmmm
It still tastes like non-sugar tea. But, the smell is amazing.
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Cold War Kids : “Hang Me Up To Dry”
...
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I miss you. Alot. This seperation sucks. I want to see you in person. I want to see you on my couch, waiting for me when I come home. Willingly, come down and visit me.
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Some of my friends and my future convo with them
I can see how this convo will pan out.
I call(mostly like text tho) them and say something so nonchalant like “hey, what’s up?” && then, they’ll pull the whole “Now you call? Now you’re free?or are you avoiding my calls? I didn’t do this again to be treated like shit again.”
Then, I’ll say “um, okay? I’m calling, be...
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Liars are stealers.
My friend Janae spoke about this today in my Spirtuality class.
We had to discuss 3 words of wisdom we’ll tell the next generation. & Janae’s was one of the best ones.
“Liars are stealers.” *
How? Well, when people consecutively lie to you, they are stealing away a little bit of your trust everytime.
Because, prior to that lie, you’ve probably trusted this...
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“Karma is a bitch. Be nice to her.”
“Wrap it up before you slap it up!”
– Class of 2010. :)
it's not that I'm ignoring you, I just don't have...
lovemedeaad:
sourjae:
sunshinee94:
titosagee:
tantric-agape:(via allenlowjoker)
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It's just that....
I’m not in the mood to talk to anyone. Not on aim, Twitter, facebook, anything.
I only have to talk to someone if I see them in school everyday(just because I see them everyday). Other than that, I just don’t want to pick up my phone and call someone or text them. I don’t want to sign onto these social networks and talk to people.
I’m bored. I’m just not in the...
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Dinner time (11:52 pm thoughts)
It was one of the most awkward dinner conversations I’ve had with my dad.
It was one of things where I couldve either avoided answering his question or lie.
Dad: ” Do you guys ever dream about your mother?”
whaaaat !? (insert strangled choke on chicken)
I only had a few seconds to make a decision. I couldn’t stuff more food in my mouth or I’ll choke....
Akire love,
You aren’t a fuckup. Really. If you were, as my duty as a bestfriend, I would tell you the honest truth. Even then, you will never be a fuckup.
Don’t doubt your life and yourself, love.
mikey-v:
Snow Patrol | “Chasing Cars”
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12:26 am thoughts
All day, I worked on 6 practice chemistry regent exams. allll dayyy . I was anti-social for today. I cleaned and ate and did chemistry. It was horrible.
To top it all of , I felt like shit. Because, I had another fitfully night of sleep. I fell asleep around 3am and woke up every hour. The night before, I didn’t even sleep at all.
But, that isn’t what this post is about.
This...
Sighh.
Spending my day under the loads of vacation homework that I procrastinated on.
Ugh. Fail.
&& oh, eating butter pecan icecream with this. :)
Later tumblr lovers, I’ll write at 12am. Hopefully. Sigh.
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I really wish there was food in my house.
Then, maybe I wouldn’t die of starvation.
It's official .
I don’t have a life.
&& my father makes sure of that.
I hate the spermdonor I call a father.
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Beamer, Benz, Or Bentley (Feat. Juelz Santana) -...
lilkimjr asked: OMG GISSEY B WHY CANT I SEE THE PEOPLE YOU FOLLOW ANYMORE?!?!?!!?!?
WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW?!?!?!?!?
THE HORROR!
WHAT AM I GONNA DO NOW?!?!?!?!?
THE HORROR!
In Response...
nutellaandcrayons:
Your words are intriguing and paint a picture of your emotions. I read it over twice just to imagine it better. I wish you could climb out of this box, but I could never help you. I know the trapped feeling you feel, but I could never explain it. It’s this world we live in, what’s expected against what we want to do. This tapped up box is hard to escape…
but it takes time.
I...
Cardboard(This probably doesn't make sense,...
I’m in a box. A cardboard box. && it’s taped up on all sides multiple times, just so I can’t get out. I’m trapped-in this box.
This box is called my dull life.
In this box, I suffocate. I suffocate because of the lack of creativity , the lack of originality, the continuous, mundane routines I follow everyday, the rules, the regulations, the no’s to all my...
It gets worse before it gets better.
Story of my life.
2) smoke.
juegoconfuego:
gisseybx3:
Just a little indulgence, nothing serious.
Not actually improving my life. Just experiencing.
What? Smoke?
lmaoo. Yeaa…smoke. ?
Dave Chappelle Show!
Best motherfuking show ever!
&& I’m enjoying it as i type.
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Last Christmas.
Like a normal adolescent girl, I always asked for various things for Christmas. My mom would come to me after Thanksgiving and ask for a Christmas list. The list would always be so long, both sides of the page full of names of dolls, clothes, games, books, everything. My Christmas list was my wish list. Everything I craved, and claim to need, I put down.
Then, Christmas came around. What I...
'cause I'm a free bitch, baby.: gisseybx3 answered... →
“It’s very simple,” I told The Monster, my narrowed eyes shooting visual bullets through his fake exterior through his hard skin to his heart. “Either you want to be with me, or you don’t. There isn’t any of this—this discussion.” He was looking at me with his icy eyes and I felt them hit me like…
thanks. && I love “Monster ” by Lady Gaga . Amazing. This totally blew...
“A lot of people don’t want you to say “I love you”, because it’s almost the...”
– Morrissey (via spmorrissey) (via annie-dog)
cityoflightss:
crushcrushcrushh:
jessiehazfangs:
meowzedong:
What happened to the days where kids would go outside to collect rocks and bugs, instead of playing video games all day, or teens driving around to find people to hang out with, instead of texting someone to meet up with them somewhere? Why don’t parents play with their kids after work, instead of being a slave to television? I...
2) smoke.
Just a little indulgence, nothing serious.
Not actually improving my life. Just experiencing.
“Life is what happens when you are busy making other plans…”
– John Lennon
Paris, je t'aime.
=]
Laissez les Bons temps rouler!
Mardi Gras!
Write one leaf about Nutella.
(via writeoneleaf)
:-). Oh, how the ideas jump around in my head.
1) Cleaning my room.
My room was a mess. It was alot of dust and collection of uneccessary bullshit . && I never had the chance to throw shit out. && it was a weight on my shoulders that never went away. I had to sleep in this room ; the room that housed a cluttered mess, which made me feel like a mess.
Today, I did.
I feel so much better.
Let’s try to keep it clean, shall we?
So it seems....
I’m trying to make my life seem better than yours(not the opposite way around). Because, that’s what I use to do. Prior to my epiphany, my sole purpose was to make sure everyone was okay; to make sure that everyone had all of their bearings && their head on properly. I didn’t worry about my life ; i always came second to the people that I worried about.
I know,...
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Everytime I look at the clock, everyday , it says...
Creepy.
“Happiness lies in the joy of achievement and the thrill of creativity”
– Franklin D. Roosevelt
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No Doubling Back.
For Tinsley, avoiding was her way of grieving.
She didn’t sleep on the other side of the bed. She didn’t open the closet that housed clothes and shoes that’ll never be worn again. Sh didn’t open the mail unless it was addressed to her. She didn’t touch the furniture, fearing subtle changes such as moving the couch might trigger everything she was avoiding. She...
