Habits & Contradictions

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April 2010

Apr 30, 20101 note
#smile #picture #pictures #the benefits of a bicycle #creepy old man #etc #random #my dash
Coyotes Jason Mraz

jcandyslife:

Jason Mraz- Coyotes

I wish the wild was alive like you
I wish the wind would blow me through
Another opportunity to approach you
Another telepathic rendezvous
I wish you well with your weapon of jargon
You’ve got a double sided lexicon
I gotta try to keep your attention
Gotta write using less emoticons
Gotta figure out the snooze alarm
I wanna lay in your place ‘til dawn
I wanna play in the park, come on
Now let me see your other upper echelon

Apr 29, 20102 notes
#music #Jason Mraz #mellow #really mellow #smooth
Apr 29, 2010166 notes
@charmyann

Thanks for the follow. :)

Apr 29, 2010
@volimte95

Thanks for the follow =)

Apr 28, 2010
Apr 28, 2010237 notes
Well, I'm in Art Club too, but I haven't been coming lately. I've been a bit lethargic lately, ha. Anyway, next time I see you I will say an entire sentence as opposed to just "Hi". Yay! By the way, I love the poke war we have going on :D

lol. I haven’t gone to Art Club in a while also, no worries. I had SAT classes -__-. yayyy, I’m excited.

&& I will win this war! You will lose! =X

Apr 28, 2010
HI! I wish we talked more often in person :( Are you in Art Club?

hiii. I knooooow. I wish we did too. I never see you though. Besides, I’m terribly shy in public. I can never think of something to talk about.

&& yes, yes I am.=). why?

Apr 28, 2010
“Happiness is an Emotion that is based on Past Experiences and Comparing Ones Self to Another. So Basically , if your the Prettiest Flower that Grew From Concrete , im Sure You’re the Happiest” —Prof. Ford & ACiESUPREME. (via livesupreme)
Apr 28, 2010
Apr 27, 2010
“The more she could imagine this island, the less she liked the real world. The more she could imagine the people, the less she liked any real people. It got until she didn’t belong anywhere. It got so nobody was good enough, refined enough, real enough. Nothing was as real as her imagined world.” —Chuck Palahniuk (via esmarelda)
Apr 27, 2010
Here It Goes Again OK Go

katzevogel:

Ok Go - Here It Goes Again

Apr 27, 20103 notes
We could've legalized homosexual marriage in the 1970s.

During the 1970s, the feminist movements were getting the support it needed and radicalized many issues.

The ERA- The Equal Rights Amendement to the Constitution.

  • It was created to give equal rights to both genders.

There is nothing wrong with that. Except, a woman named Phyllis Schafly led women against the ERA. Schlafly said ERA advocates were, “bitter women seeking a constitutional cure for their personal problems.”

She used the following arguments against the ERA amendment:

  • It would deprive a woman’s right to be a wife.
  • It would require women to serve in combat.

It would’ve legalized homosexual marriage.

38 state legislatures adopted the amendment, 41 were necessary, and the ERA ended……

I’m going to assume that the United States weren’t ready for something so radical and the conservative republicans and supporters sided with Phyllis Schafly.

I’m lost.

Can someone explain to me what happened here?

Apr 27, 20101 note
#ERA #history #Phyllis Schalfy #homosexual marriage #1970s #woman #women #gender equality #question #explain
Apr 27, 20103 notes
Sudden inspiration.

Homework will not be done tonight.

Apr 27, 2010
4 days

Im pretty sure im not getting into college.

”/

Apr 27, 2010
5 Days.

Grrr.

Apr 26, 2010
just when i thought i was having a good day, all the things i was avoiding thinking about came flooding back.

(via yourwildestfantasies)

Apr 25, 20103 notes
gisseybx3.tumblr.com/ask

I might just post this everyday until somebody copies that link, puts it in their web search thingy, goes to my question box and asks a questions.

jeez.

Apr 25, 2010
#questions #link #ask me something! #grrr #damnit #damn you #link
Apr 25, 2010
#Jizz #Cake #Red Velvet Cake #orgasmic food #dessert #yummmm
Listen

pinkmooninmynorthernsky:

“Santa Fe” - RENT (Soundtrack from the Movie)

So damn catchy and now it’s been stuck in my head for the past 2 days. Love this song though. Plus, on a side note, how could you not love that one of the guys from Law and Order sounds high most of the time in the movie lol? I don’t even watch Law and Order and I still find that to be amusing.


Anything that deals with RENT deserves a reblog and some jizz. lol.

Apr 25, 20104 notes
come away with me Norah Jones

Song: Come Away With Me

Artist : Norah Jones

Come away with me in the night
Come away with me
And I will write you a song

Apr 25, 20102 notes
#music #come away with me #norah jones #mellow #nice #good stuff
6 days.

I’m counting down the days until the day i either sell my soul to the devil or I’m proven that there is an official God.

SATs? Damn you.

Apr 25, 2010
#countdown #college #school #SATs #damn you

“& this is you and me, & me and you, until we have nothing left.”

Apr 25, 2010

I can’t watch this stupid show “16 & Pregnant.” I’m watching it now, to see the hype about it.

I’m not impressed.

This is dumb.

-.-

Apr 23, 2010
#stupid #show #unimpressed #16 #16 and Pregnant #16 & Pregnant #life #fail
“Why can’t we just rewind?” —“Rewind”- Paolo Nutini.
Apr 22, 20101 note
#lyric #Rewind #Paolo Nutini #music #song #quote
Today, I'm going to die.

RIP to me.

Death by chemistry.

Apr 22, 2010
Listen

orangeloveboat:

electric twist - a fine frenzy

Apr 21, 20102 notes
#music #A Fine Frenzy #Electric Twist #song

I desperately want red sheets to sleep on. Or, at least grey sheets with hints of red in between. Even if I get a red comforter, I’ll be happy.

So so happy.

Apr 21, 2010
1979 The Smashing Pumpkins

Song: 1979

Artist :The Smashing Pumpkins

Morphine city slipping dues down to see
That we don’t even care as restless as we are
We feel the pull in the land of a thousand guilts
And poured cement, lamented and assured
To the lights and towns below
Faster than the speed of sound
Faster than we thought we’d go, beneath the sound of hope

Apr 21, 2010
#1979 #Mellon Collie and the Infnite Sadness #The Smaashing Pumpkins #lyrics #song #music #love

My brother didn’t get high today. But I did.

WTF is wrong with him?

Mmmmmm.

Apr 20, 2010

Today. I think I just needed this day. A day to unwind, to laugh, to joke around, to indulge, to feel, to be with my friends and to just relax. I needed this day. I got my mind off the stress of school and upcoming parent teacher night && had the best laughs ever with a few people . I swear, Mean Girls was never that funny.

Apr 20, 2010
One highlight of my day.
  • Akire: a lot of people who went to Greece bought bongs, drugs, etc.
  • Me: yeah, like Brianna, Emily, Maggie....
  • Karli: Maggie smokes !? holy shit.
Apr 20, 2010
Today wasn't my day.

First, my bitch of a chemistry teacher told me i am failing her class. Because I’m missing 3 labs. Yet, I’ve did everything else and gotten pretty decent scores. But, apparently, that doesn’t count in her books. -.-. So, I’m just irked and actually down about it.

Then , it just felt like everyone was badgering me and putting me down even more. My friend didn’t k ow what was wrong and why I was frowning. So, she kept calling me a slacker and an idiot. My other friend kept bringing up the fact that I didn’t do hw this past weekend. We were in the library, 3rd period, a few periods after my teacher told me I was failing. && my friend asked me if I did the English hw. I said “yea” and she told me to prove it to her. We always play around when it comes to certain things, so it was all fun and games. Until she kept saying “at least I did my hw, unlike you.” she continued to say different variations of that statement and I would tell her to “shut up.” because, normally, we would just play around, because we never do hw these days.

But all I kept thinking about was my bitch of a chem teacher telling me:

“you’re lazy. You’re failing. You don’t do anything. You might go to summer school .” I felt like she was calling me an idiot also.

All because of three labs.

I actually shed some tears today. Even though My friends didn’t mean it because we’re always like that, it hit close to home and it felt like hell.

Apr 19, 2010
#life #chemistry #tears #school #friends #self esteem #etc
Golden- Fall Out Boy.

How cruel is the golden rule?
When the lives we lived are only golden-plated
And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me
Though I carried karats for everyone to see

And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies
And all the lovers with no time for me
And all of the mothers raise their babies
To stay away from me

Tongues on the sockets of electric dreams
Where the sewage of youth drowned the spark of my teens
And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me (too heavy for me)
Though I carried karats for everyone to see (everyone to see)

And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies
And all the lovers with no time for me
And all of the mothers raise their babies
To stay away from me

And pray they don’t grow up to be…

Apr 19, 2010
#Golden #Fall Out Boy #lyrics #Infinity On High #sigh
@akire

I’ll figure something out :) sure.

Apr 19, 2010
@akire

Yup. That’s what Ms Rao said. Because I’m missing 3 labs & 2 hws. -.-

4/20 tomorrow ? :)

Apr 19, 2010

Still haven’t figured out a way to tell my dad that I failed chem. Jeez.

Apr 19, 2010
4/20 !

Ayeee, 4/20 is on a Tuesday this year. I’m feeling to skip SAT class to go smoke this year.

:D

Apr 18, 20101 note
Apr 17, 2010
#love #picture #flowers #just because #life
Apr 17, 201015 notes
#Coldstones #Birthday Cake Remix #love it #Coldstone Creamery #yummm #icecream #guilty pleasure
“Enduring habits I hate….yes, at the very bottom of my soul, I feel grateful to all of my misery and bouts of sickness and everything about me that is imperfect because, this sort of thing leaves me with a hundred back doors through which I can escape from enduring habits.” —Friedrich Nietzsche, The Gay Science, 1882
Apr 17, 2010
#habits #life #quote #Friedrich Nietzsche #The Gay Science #think
Apr 17, 2010251 notes

tresmignonne:

gisseybx3 replied to your photo: I. AM. GOING. TO. HELL.

……..I shouldn’t be laughing at this. jesus.

I kinda have tears… but now I’m feeling like shit.

me too. this is horrible. but, the words photo shopped on it is funny. oh god. I’m going to hell.

Apr 15, 2010
People Who Rely On Romantic Relationships To Feel Complete Bother Me. You're Beautiful. You Don't Need Another Person To Realize That.

applecores:

Although it is nice having a boy/girlfriend, it’s not that important. Enjoy your time to yourself because sometimes you’ll miss it once you find that special someone.

Apr 15, 20103 notes
Closer Nine Inch Nails

Song: Closer

Artist : Nine Inch Nails

help me tear down my reason,

help me its’ your sex I can smell
Help me you make me perfect

help me become somebody else

Apr 15, 20101 note
#music #song of the day #Nine Inch Nails #Closer #lyrics #song #artist #gisseybx3
Apr 15, 2010147 notes
sighhh. Decisions, decisions.

My life is deificient. I have all of these decisions to make. Next year, I’m going to be a senior && I have all of these electives to choose from. I have to choose 2, 3 if I don’t want any frees except lunch and its sooooo hard to choose.

For example:

  • AP Euro
  • AP Psychology
  • Psychology
  • Linguistics
  • 20th Century US Hitory: Race, Gender, and Politics
  • Advanced Biology
  • AP Chem
  • Physics
  • Forensic Science
  • Creative Writing

I know for sure I’m taking AP Psychology. I’m taking AP Calculus and having another AP on my resume looks beautiful. But, I’m not sure about the other. Physics? High possibility. Help?

Apr 15, 20101 note
#electives #senior year #help #questions #2011 #chances #ughh #confusion
Apr 15, 20102 notes

How do you know when someone is truly happy? I have people who say constantly, “I’m so happy at this exact moment.” but, then a few days later, you ask them the same question and they give you the opposite answer, “I actually don’t feel like myself.”

I don’t get this meaning of happiness. It confuses me.

Apr 14, 2010
#happy #happiness #thoughts #confusion #etc. #writing #old writing #life #personal
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