January 2012
“I don’t think I’m tangible to myself. I mean, I think one thing today and I...”
– Bob Dylan (via mydreamreality)
December 2011
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moosevox asked: "Whatever doesn’t kill me makes me stronger” - Agree or Disagree?
Another post about sexuality
When I met some of my new friends at my college, the topic of sexuality doesn’t really come up. Except for the fact that my friend Jalen is clearly gay and you can’t mistake him otherwise. But, a couple of weeks ago, we went to a women’s basketball game at my school against Lehman College. My friend and I were scoping out the hunnies. Haha. But anyway, walking back to my dorm, my...
I just love when my gaydar is always on point,
So, she’s gay.
Oh my god, I’m jumping for joy.
I just want someone to show me that they want me for more than my physical assets. Show me that you actually care about me. Court me, date me, love me.
But, you can’t always get what you want, right?
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When you’re in college, you meet a plethora of people who come from all different kinds of backgrounds, who have different values, beliefs and cultures. In my first semester alone, I met many different people who constantly help me see the world in their eyes.
One time, a friend of mine came to my dorm room at almost five in the morning. She couldn’t sleep and she really wanted to...
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“Long before we know ourselves, our paths are already set in stone. Some may...”
– KiD CuDi-In My Dreams (Cudder Anthem) (via skittlesstripper)
“Suicide is man’s way of telling God, “You can’t fire me - I quit.”
– Bill Maher (via shiningfinger457)
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oh yes, cramps. How I love you so…
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applecores asked: This saddens me deeply Giselle. We must hold a funeral for dear nipnip ring :(
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applecores asked: WHY ARE YOU RETIRING YOUR NIPPLE RING?!?!?!!!
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Because I didn’t ask for anything from you except for the pieces of my heart you stole.
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I think all I really want is for someone to listen to me. When I mean listen, I mean, taking the time to hear what I have to say without interruptions, saying something other than “mmhmm” and “right” while I’m talking so I know you’re listening, to be able to give me good advice or constructive criticism when needed, to recount for all of the information I just...
Is eating your feelings an eating disorder or something? Because, all I did throughout my college semester was eat my feelings. I’m still eating my feelings while I’m home. I’m just….sad.
Bonding with my family makes me realize how badly we fail at being one.
Sigh.
"Horny"
desirouslengths:
buriedamor:
I wonder why that word of all words is used to describe the feeling of wanting sex. I’ve never been a big fan of that word.
True. I can’t describe it but it sounds so…bleh. (<— see, that’s all I got right now.)
But I like to say sexually frustrated, sexually infuriated (I want sex so bad I’m angry to the point of violently about it),
or just simply, “I’m...
Reach
americantmouth:
They say you should reach for the stars, and I’d like to, but my arms are much too short. They say to reach out for hope, but I don’t understand what hope is. They say to reach for goals, but I don’t know how to define...
I can’t wait to cut my hair.
Every time I cut my hair, it gets shorter and shorter. But, I love the feeling I get when I see the hairdresser cut my hair. I love the feeling I get when I see someone different in the mirror; a good different. I feel different. I feel reinvented. I’m cutting the loose ends in my life and im starting over. It’s a new year and there are new things...
I’m done with being home. I’m done listening to my father bitch and moan. I’m done listening to my family argue all the time but try to make it seem like its a happy family. Im done feeling like a 12 year old. I’m done being annoyed just being in this house. I’m done.
How many more weeks until I go back to school? Ugh.
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I’m not afraid of commitment, or love or anything along those terms. I’m just afraid of the attachment. To be physically, mentally, and emotionally attached to someone scares the living daylights out of me. Attachment can only lead to someone getting hurt and I’m not willing to put myself through that again.
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moosevox asked: What are some things you would rather not ever know the answers to?
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The truth hurts.: You ever look at someone and... →
truths-razors:
You ever look at someone and miss them? That with each breath you take and each beat of your heart is aching for them? That you can’t help but want them nowhere else but next to you. That the mere thought of them walking out of the door not knowing when you will see them again makes you stare at…
I need a break from NYC every now and then.
simplydop3:
Sometimes I don’t feel like getting on the train.
Sometimes I don’t want to see these big buildings.
Sometimes I like to breathe in air that’s a little more fresher.
Sometimes I just need to get away.
Sometimes I don’t want to keep up with the NY minute.
I don’t dislike NY, I like living here. I was born and raised.
I just wanna take it easy on some days, you feel me?
I’m 85% sure I know what I’ll be getting as a tattoo soon.
I just have to figure out where.
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How many times can one say “I’m sorry” until it loses its meaning? Is it due to the amount of times one hears it out of a person’s mouth? Or is it the from the amount of times you’ve been hurt, only to hear an apology? We say “I’m sorry” to people in order to be forgiven and to fix any problems that occurred. However, “I’m sorry”...
we-ownthesky:
i just want somebody’s body to miss.
i just want somebody to miss my body.
i want someone’s soul to hold.
“I wonder how many people I’ve looked at all my life and never seen.”
– John Steinbeck. (via christianaaa)
Im so tired of people I thought were my friends, hurting me to a point where I’m just… I don’t even know.
Thanks life, what else can you throw at me?
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Sex.
When I was a virgin, everyone continued to tell me “oh, look, that’s cute” or “that’s wonderful. Stay a virgin and lose it to someone worth losing it to” or my favorite “don’t lose it to some random hookup, you’ll end up getting attached to them and you might get hurt in the end.” pause. The amount of transference I experienced while...
I want someone to be amazed
the-freckled-child:
by nothing but me
I want to meet somebody who was endlessly searching for the light, until they saw me.
This is exactly what I was just saying.
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moosevox asked: What kind of reaction do you want to get out of people (if any reaction at all)?
I asked for the truth and it only bit me in the ass.
It’s fine. I did it to myself. As usual.
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Sara Bareilles once wrote, “I never wanted anything so much to drown in your love and not feel your rain.” That feeling of wanting something (maybe even someone) desperately and passionately without the darkness that could come with it can change a lot. You might change who you are just for it. You might change your morals, ideals, everything just to have it. But, the question that is...
powerxcunt:
I would kill to smell your scent on me in the morning. I miss your hands. I miss your hopeful eyes and sleepy hands that wrap around me once the lights go out. I miss the laugh you let out before we start a game of foreplay. I miss the way it feels when you sink your teeth in my skin.
I miss you.
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cash-ewss asked: dear santa
elvedon:
I vaguely remember the gentle weight of a kiss (maybe I have forgotten)
“Have you ever had that feeling—that you’d like to go to a whole different place...”
– Haruki Murakami, The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle (via honeypetal)
I'm not sure
christianaaa:
misskaneeshamai:
what exactly to make of you.
At this point, this is exactly how I feel.
You guys don’t know how much I miss my high school’s gospel choir. I should have did gospel choir for my four years there, but, doing it for two years was such a great experience. Now that I’m in college and there’s no choir here, I’m just stuck.
ugh.
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