Habits & Contradictions
I knew we were doomed from the start.
March 2011
Clarity
John Mayer
“Clarity” -John Mayer (Heavier Things)
I could listen to this song forever.
“i like you, you like me. so, why aren’t we together?”
—(via negoooo)
You are,
earth beneath sun, bathing in the attentiveness of its heat.
You are,
soul beneath shoes, kissing the ground with flapping tongue..every single time they meet.
You are,
words from a pen, leaking onto the sheets of the bed, the margin, indention, and knowledge they spread.You are a warrior.
With everything I’ve ever bestowed upon you, every word I used as sword, every kiss as spear, guarding us from ourselves, our love, our fear. You fight the world, with the lights from my eyes.Come on love, continue to shine.
You are the love, I’ve never been able to personify, but only feel, touch, and see from a distance. You are time, the seconds, minutes, hours, within me…every instance. Every intuition, every reflex my body holds, every good intention, every road I’ve chosen not to travel…but to make my own.
And sometimes…my legs grow tired of walking.
So, if only for a moment, I’d like nothing more than to rest within you.
February 2011
“Language was born in the courting days of mankind: the first utterances of speech I fancy to myself like something between the nightly love lyrics of puss upon the tiles and the melodious love songs of the nightingale.”
—Otto Jespersen (via wordsandbravado)
Dear Dominicans,
I love all of you.
Love, Giselle.
It's only February 27th.
I’m already planning the weekend I will get completely fucked up before Spain.
My life is lived under the influence.
I’ve been tossing around the idea of telling you off or accepting things the way they are. Either way, I’m not going to like the outcome.
I want to be the reason you smile.
Best relationship
is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It’s when you have more playful moments than serious moments. It’s when you can joke around, let each other have piggy backs, have unexpected hugs and random kisses. It’s when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It’s when you’ll rather chill inside to watch movies, eat junk food and cuddle than go out all the time. It’s when you’ll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It’s when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.
I just want to date you.
I want to take you out on those random days that we’re both free. I want to explore the world around us with you.
Is that too much to ask?
Closed chapters open up another's heart.
So, the end…is really just another start.
I guess I'm just like your ex-girlfriend.
But then again, you can only push away a girl so much.
I love girls.
the end.
Trying to figure out whether or not I can get away with murder.
I think I’m capable. Maybe….
A lot of people today are really quick to say “fuck bitches/niggas, get money.”
But, minutes later, they’re really quick to say “oh, I miss being in a relationship, I need a man/woman, I need some sex.”
So, what happened to “fuck niggas and bitches”?
Sigh. I pray for some people.
“The ink of a scholar is worth a thousand times more than the blood of a martyr.”
—American Terrorist-Lupe Fiasco
Fuck man, all I want is some liquor tonight.
I need someone to provide me with some.
UP ALL NIGHT (The Tumblr Version).
COMPUTER SCREEN,EYES GLUED.. I ENJOY THE FUNNER THINGS NIGGAS WITH NO TUMBLR ACT LIKE TUMBLR ISN’T EVERYTHING IM HAVING A GOOD TIME FACEBOOKERS TRYNA RUIN IT SHOUT OUT TO THE FACT THAT ALL MY TUMBLR NIGGAS DOING IT .
All of these parties on friday and saturday,
I’m having a hard time choosing which party to go to.
I just want to drink, and dance with some cute person.
You need to get out of my life.
Get out of my mind, and out of my conversations.
I am desperately trying to forget you.
just go.
All I want you to do for me,
is to let down those perfect walls around your heart and let me in.
What activity makes you feel most alive?
oh, this is easy. writing and walking. when it comes to writing, I can just let everything out. All of my inner desires, thoughts, scenarios, emotions are unleashed into my words and its invigorating. I’m at ease and I just feel….free. I like to walk, even though I have a foot problem. Especially in the spring and fall, walking through the park, the tree lined streets of Park Slope, Brooklyn, is peaceful. I’m at one with my thoughts and it’s lovely.
There is also the topic of partying. I love partying. enough said.
On her.
- It was dumb…Sort of deleting people that have the potential to do what she did to me…ugh, it was dumb.
- ….I’m sorry…
Can I just….
I don’t even know anymore. Apparently, I’m capable of hurting her as much as her ex-girlfriend did. Apparently, there’s no faith or trust in this and who I might be, is detrimental to herself and our friendship. When I’m not the one who’s pushing the other one away, again. I just….
I’m not even mad.
I’m just hurt.
But, I’ll get over it. Eventually.
another day i savored breaths and lingered from points between distances, while footsteps wore down soles—treading paths scripted in the sky
I can't get out of bed right now.
I’m so sick right now. Bleh.
Iridescent
Linkin Park
Artist : Linkin Park
Song: Iridescent
Just downloaded the Tron:Legacy soundtrack.
Anymore albums/music I should download?
KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN.
HELLO PERIOD. GOODBYE EVERYTHING I WANTED TO DO THIS WEEKEND.
relevant
I was planning on being melodramatic tonight, but then I took a shower and all my troubles washed away.
I should try this sometime.
8:36 pm thoughts.
How did we even end up here?
I’m struggling to find the words to describe the amount of pain my heart is going through right now. I knew that wearing my heart on my sleeve would be my biggest regret. But, I didn’t think you would hurt me this way.
I don’t know anymore. I’m done.
I wish I saw Linkin Park at MSG.
I just watched the concert on Fuse.
Omg. No words.
If I was actually there, I would’ve cried or something.
