February 2012
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I’ve got absolutely nothing to smile about. Yet, everyday, I still manage to.
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I think after everything I’ve been through, I’m just done. Ive given up the fight. Life wins and I lose. Sometimes, I wake up in the morning and I just say to myself “what else are you going to throw at me life? There is nothing left in me to fight.”
I used to be so strong. I was the strongest out of my whole family. When my father and brother would argue, even though it...
“And if she only knew, how long I’ve waited for her
How her smiles enough to...”
– Atmosphere (Summer Song)
hell0andreas:
I never told you. I just held it in.
So many untold stories, unsaid thoughts and what I should have said. When I talk to you, I shut down completely. When I’m around you, you make me speechless. When you faded away, I second guessed everything. When we became distant, things changed. And when it felt like you’ve finally left, I needed closure.
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Sad farewells.
It was so hard to walk away from her today. I care about her so much that I felt that it was necessary to do this. Not only for her, but for me. I’ve been thinking about doing this for a while. Usually, our breaks are never initiated by me. It’s usually the opposite but not because we want to. I had to do this. Emotionally, I couldn’t do it anymore. Physically, I couldn’t...
applecores:
I cannot sleep no matter how hard I try. And I have to wake up in 4 hours.
demi-vierge:
stupidbitchee:
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I’m just….
“I like drinking coffee alone and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone and...”
– Unknown (via chelskish)
nostalgic-souls:
I no longer check for you. I no longer argue with you. Hell, I don’t even waste my words on you anymore. I’ve had my breaking point with you. And there’s no piecing it back together. Your job was to be there for me, to support me, and to care and have love for me. But you played pretend the whole time. Pretending to be something that you’re not, and as soon as you have me...
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The Process
simplydop3:
Crush on someone you don’t know very well
Spend time with them
Realize that maybe you two should remain friends because of reasons, mostly because it is obvious that they will never see you in the way that you see them.
Stay friends, Deal with it.
The End
No big deal,bro
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People act as though they don't have my number.
People make it seem like they don’t have any means of contacting me at all and I’m just supposed to sit here and act like everything is all fine and dandy.
I miss you.
Here’s the thing: you really don’t miss me.
Well, I don’t miss you either. & I’m fine with that.
“A couple of times in your life, it happens like that. You meet a stranger, and...”
– Lisa Kleypas, Sugar Daddy (via inspiredbythisfeeling)
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Paramore | Feeling Sorry
And I’m getting...
applecores:
You know when you first get a cold, and you’re like “maybe it’s just allergies” even though it feels nothing like allergies, and you’re in denial, and then you’re all like “maybe it’ll be over really quickly this time”, and continue to deny that it’s a cold, but then you suddenly can’t breathe out of your nose and your throat feels like there’s a cheese grater in it and your...
So determined to go see Fun. on June 16th at Terminal 5. Nothing will stop me!
“Today is the beginning of Lent. And I’m giving up apologizing.”
– Conor Oberst
Dear Conor (if this quote is accurate), this is the best idea ever. (via loveyourchaos)
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When I was younger, getting sick meant my mom taking care of me, giving me soup and water and medicine. Now, getting sick means trying to finish my college papers with a fever.
Le sigh.
demi-vierge:
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So, she told me that I need to break the cycle.
In the middle of french class yesterday, I texted my friend who attends college in Colorado. I missed her and I was in the mood to talk to someone new. Little did I know that I’ll be having a huge heart to heart and revelation session while trying to learn how to say “we drink beer and wine for Jack’s surprise birthday party” in French. She updated me on her relationship...
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Lol ex wife
It has. Lord knows it has been *___* :D but, I’ve always been like that. Hm. Maybe there’s something wrong with me.
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Maybe I'm just weird.
But I don’t crave sex a lot. I see my friends talk as if they’re going through numerous dry spells. The talks revolving around sex is crazy and it’s as if they need sex a lot. With me? I’m just, okay, so, I don’t really need it and I’m fine without it. Why do people want it so bad but yet I don’t ? Shrug.
maliha-:
I wish I was beautiful for you. Like the type of beauty your soul quenches for. That even when you’re filled to the rim with me, you’d still be aching for more. Inhale me like the cigarette stitched between your fingers and let me become the routine you helplessly give into. Take what is left of my innocence and own me. Take me, before I take control of you.
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Thoughts on the train.
I think what I really want to do right now is take a creative writing class. There’s nothing else I want to do except take this class. Sadly, my school doesn’t offer creative writing classes. Well, if they do, it’s probably only for English majors/minors and/or writing minors. Sigh. This lack of motivation is killing me slowly. I look at my red moleskin, empty because I have...
“Grammar is the difference between knowing your shit and knowing you’re shit.”
– My flammable roommate’s fabulous writing professor (via commodore-sparklebutt)
I just want someone to take care of me for once. I’m done with that.
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Oh sweet valentine...
At first, it was just a normal day to me. The person I wanted to be my valentine has been doing this thing where they disappear for a while and come back later. blah. So, then I decided “whatever, life keeps moving.” So, I just had a normal day. I wore pink and I walked around with a huge smile on my face. Because, even though valentine’s day is just another holiday created by...
I doubt I have ever had a valentine in my life.
everythangiloveleaves:
Shit, I can’t even keep a relationship for more than two months.
“We live in a generation of not being in love, and not being together…
But we...”
– Drake (via j0iedevivre)
I’m at a point in my life where I want a boyfriend( or girlfriend) possibly. I want to try go be serious with someone now. I want to be able to say “hey, this is my partner and I’m madly in like with them.” the idea of relationships scare me slightly but I just want to find the right person thatll be there for me with all of my baggage and insecurities. To be able to call...
You know that feeling you get when you know that someone is avoiding you for reasons unknown to you? Yup.
I’m feeling this right now.
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